A daily journey through the infallible Word of God and a chance for the COR Leadership Track of Sky Ranch to have a little community.
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
she said that she is realizing that no one is intentional anymore. she was saying that as christians, we arent taking advantage of the community around us. its like we know that other christ followers are struggling with the same junk that we struggle with but so often we dont care to hold each other accountable or encourage. we know that we arent alone but yet we act like we are.
im not sure if that made sense to you or not but i know that deep in my heart on a certain level she was right. somewhere along the way, we have lost sight of community and real accountability and sharing each others burdens and victories and walking through this battle together. we think we're alone but we arent and so often we choose to live that way.
so this is my challenge: be intentional with someone who is going through this battle. encourage each other, rejoice with each other, walk with each other, hold each other accountable. its gonna stink at times but we werent meant to walk alone. just remember not to rely on them; rely on the lord.
i hope some of this made sense in some way, shape, or form. love you
Monday, November 29, 2010
Perseverance
Answer..?
Sunday, November 28, 2010
Questions...
Saturday, November 27, 2010
Love
Love Never Fails by Brandon Heath http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8nQy-aP_Koo
By Our Love by Christy Nockels http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PJN7kXvEnDw
Getting back the "hunger and thirst"
This might sound weird, but pray for me, that I can get that "hunger and thirst" I had at camp back. And I hope and pray that y'all didn't just make Quest a camp high, but that you're working on making it a reality. And if you fell away from Christ after camp and you haven't been with Him since, it's never too late. Get back up and run towards Him. "Get Back Up" ~ TobyMac
And I love how people are still using this blog! It encourages me so much! So if you're reading this, pleaseeee don't stop posting. Keep it up :)
-Haley
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
Hunger and Thirst
Sunday, November 21, 2010
Being a Good Christian, Continued
A while ago, I asked what made us different from people of other religions. The bible says they will know we are Christians by our love, but non-Christians are often a lot nicer than us.
Well, I haven't quite figured it all out yet, but I have realized a little bit. What makes us different is how we love OUR ENEMIES. They all are super nice to their friends, and even people who they don't know, but we don't retaliate against our enemies! We don't gossip, cuss people out, or say anything mean to people. (Or at least we shouldn't, I know I'M not perfect.)
So, I was pretty happy when I realized that, just thought I'd share. Love you guys! -Erin Walsh
Saturday, November 20, 2010
Nothing for granted.
Hey quest!
So recently i've been really into this artist, Brendan James. He isn't a Christian singer but he is just one of those good hearted, down to earth kind of guys. I actually got to meet him and it was awesome. Ive been encouraged by one of his songs lately called nothing for granted. I love music because it is so powerful.
"Leave you worries, leave your fears, leave the doubt you're holding dear. Leave them there love, by the door, they're no good anymore..... Run with me down these midnight streets, we will take nothing for granted, nothing for granted. Stop the seasons drifting by, stop believing there's no time. Stop your heart from closing off, I think you deserve it all. Love your future, love your past, love your body it's all you have. Love your secrets bottled up, but love them more when you give them up."
That is pretty much the meat of the song. I literally love it. It is a reminder to love life and love it well. We can leave our worries and our fears- we do not need them because we have a God that is willing to run hard right along side us and that is so encouraging. Love your future and your past because God has a plan for us and it is good, pleasing and perfect. In church last week we were talking about how we should look at the good things in our life and not love them for what they give us here but we should love them because they are a little piece of what God gives us. We love our friendships because they are a small example of the way that God cares about us. We love our parents because it is an example of Gods fatherly love. We love music because it reflects the emotions that God has blessed us with. I love Brendan James because his songs reflect the love for life that I admire. Dont worship idols of the world but love what you love because it is a reflection of God and his kingdom. Joy can be overwhelming and it can only come from one place.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aiVB73oans0
Thursday, November 18, 2010
too cool for school
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
what do you think it means to have a broken spirit and a contrite heart? ready. set. go.
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
Perfect Love
With love, we can never go wrong. Love is always the answer. I'm sure we've all heard these kind of statements over and over again. But right now, in this moment, I encourage you all to look at your life and ask yourself whether or not you are truly trying to love. Love your family, love you friends, love your enemies, etc. And our love for other people must be sincere and genuine.
Right now in my life there are people that I would rather not love, but I know that's what we're called to do. How can we share Christ with others if we don't love them? "This is how all will know that you are my disciples, if you have love for one another." John 13:35
The best way to spread the gospel is through love.
-Haley :)
Monday, November 15, 2010
The Lamp of the Body
Last night, I was reading my Bible, and I came across a section that was kinda difficult for me to understand, but I prayed about it, and God helped me understand, so I thought I would share it with you in case it's confusing for you.
The lamp of the body is the eye. If your eye is sound, your whole body will be filled with light; but if your eye is bad, your whole body will be in darkness. And if the light in you is darkness, how great will your darkness be. Matthew 7:22-23
I was really confused on how the eye was the lamp of the body. Eventually, though, I realized that it meant what you see, and how you see it. So, if you're surrounded by good things and look at it in a good way, it makes light in your body, if that makes sense. But if you look at everything around you in a negative way, you're not letting any light in. You have to look at everything as God would see it, and you will have light within you!
I hope that made sense, but anyway, I just encourage you guys to look at everything in a positive light, and look at things like God would! After all, if your light is darkness, how great will your darkness be!
Love you guys! -Erin W.
Conviction
I'd just like to say that this encourages me all the time. I love hearing what you guys are discovering, I love having to think of answers to questions, and I love getting answers to my questions, so keep it up!
Anyway, the other day, I was thinking how Scripture applys to everything. Well, almost everything. I mean, the little things, like which shirt should I wear or what should I have for a snack don't really matter, so I guess they don't count. (This is my thought process here.)
THEN, I remembered the verse in Matthew (I think chapter 7?) about how we shouldn't worry about what we wear or eat. But, being me, I kept going. Well, what about whether I should shower or go to bed and do it in the morning? Well, there's verses about washing your face and keeping clean. Should I put my books in my locker? There are verses about giving your burdens to me.
So, pretty much, as hard as I thought, I could not think of ONE situation where Scripture didn't apply, or you couldn't relate it back to Scripture. I kinda felt like God was laughing down at me from heaven saying, "Nice try, but what did I tell you?" (In a friendly way, of course.)
Anyway, I encourage you guys to think about this a lot. Yep, no situation. Get over it.
I also encourage you to try to apply Scripture to every situation in your life. This is a really big problem for me; I just kinda get wrapped up in my day and forget God, and I HATE it after I realize what I did! So I encourage you to do MUCH better than me.
I love you guys! You're amazing!
-Erin Walsh
Sunday, November 14, 2010
Confused.
I know the Bible wasn't rewritten a million times. Translated differently but not rewritten, right? But I guess I'm just wondering what I should say to this girl to help her understand the Bible more. So if anyone has any advice for me, that'd be awesome!
Thank you!
Haley
Yeah, I'm Really Smart
Thank you! Whoever you are, you are amazing!
-Erin Walsh
Story of Your Life
Thursday, November 11, 2010
infected to spread it
Being a Good Christian
I know that title was pretty lame, but I couldn't think of anything. Anyway, I had a couple questions, and I was wondering if any of you could help.
First of all, one of my close friends is Hindu. I sit next to her in religion class, which is GREAT because I pretty much get to tell her about God every other day. I had a couple questions about this, though. Sometimes I explain something to her, and she says, "Oh. Well, I don't believe in it." Or, when I explained to her how Jesus wants us to get to know him, she said, "Well, sorry, Jesus, I don't believe in you." I know she's just kinda joking, but I'm not really sure what to say to that. Also, she is such a sweet girl, nicer than a lot of my lukewarm Christian friends. If we Christians are supposed to be different because of how nice we are and how strong is our love, but she's like that and she's Hindu, how are we supposed to stand out?
I feel like there was something else I needed to ask, so I might have to add it in later, but I can't think of it, so if you could please help me with this, that would be great! Thanks!
-Erin Walsh
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
The Decision
I refreshed my browser on my email and TFA was in the subject line. My heart skipped a beat and a opened the email. I was at peace. "We are excited to offer you a postion in Colorado teaching high school science." Haha I could not believe it. Colorado is one of my favorite places ever and they offered me pretty much a dream job, where I get to go work with inner city high school kids and live in the coolest state in the country.
I have two weeks to accept/reject the offer, but I am pretty confident this is the Lord's will for my life. I will let you guys know when I decide. I love you all deeply.
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
wondering where his wonderful plan is
I have been battling anxiety for the past couple of weeks since my last interview. It is one of those feelings inside the bottom of your throat that just kind of stays there and feels heavy. I know that the Lord has a perfect plan for me but I often slide into thoughts of why I am qualified for a position or why I am deserving of something.
However, the Lord reminded me this morning of his sovereignty and truth. I have always said that I will leave College and go work at wherever the Lord pleases because I have seen how wonderfully he has provided so far in life, and he promises that he will keep on prospering my ways. "Prospering" meaning the Lord's will, how rich or poor, easy or hard it is, will bring me the most joy in life because it is his will.
Therefore this evening is just a chance for the Lord to detirmine his will for my life. Is it teaching in the U.S.? I don't know, but I guess I will find out tonight. He has a wonderful plan, and I trust it.
Saturday, November 6, 2010
Brothers in bond, but not God
So this kinda sux. i ws at my youth group meeting and to my surprise i see my best friends younger brother. We were both like "Whoa!! man great to see u. How are things going?" (I haven't seen the younger brother in 2 years). He changed so much since i last saw him. when i asked "Why doesn't Jude (my best friend since i was 7) go here?" the little brother didn't give me a straight answer, and he kinda tried to avoid the question a little. after the meeting, i told my mom i had seen Jude's little brother there, and this was our conversation:
Mom: wow.... I guess he's not following his brothers ATHEIST ways.
Me: (pause) WHAT?
Abviously this was shocking to me. I had no idea my best friend was not a believer. It ruined my mood for the rest of the night. i was upset, mad, and confused. I had then realized that i never actually talked to my friend about God. Now i feel that God has given me a mission. something important to do: To be a witness to my friend
One problem: i need some help with finding scripture passages, verses, stories, lessons, etc.
Can you guys comment some on this post. I'm gonna be looking to cuz I need to be a witness to my friend cuz i feel like i dont know him at all anymore
-DJ
Thursday, November 4, 2010
Matthew 10
i also wanted to share something that really stuck out to me. chapter 10 is talking about Jesus sending out his disciples. he tells them that he wants them to share the message and then he says...
"i am sending you out like sheep among wolves. therefore be as shrewd as snakes and as innocent as doves. be on your guard; you will be handed over to the local councils and be flogged by synagogues. on my account you will be brought before governors and kings as witnesses to them and and to the gentiles. but when they arrest you, do not worry about what to say or how to say it. at that time you will be given what to say, for it will not be you speaking, but the spirit of your father speaking through you."
i think this really spoke to me because although in the story Jesus is speaking to the 12 disciples, we are disciples of Christ. i think we all sometimes hold back on talking to someone about our faith or sharing the word with them because we worry we wont know what to say or how to say it. i can only imagine how freaked out the disciples were when Jesus was giving them this giant pep talk but it was what they were called to do and its what we were called to do. but we all no that its not as easy as it sounds and a lot of us struggle with finding ways to share the gospel. but like he says we need to be on our guard, and it wont be easy. people will reject it and question us but he will be with us through it all and we should never worry about what to say or how to say it because the lord will speak through us.
he tells the disciples to go to the lost sheep and proclaim his message but as his disciples we need to be doing the same.
i love you and miss you all. keep posting and encouraging each other and your friends.
-Jocelyn
Where are you now?
Monday, November 1, 2010
Beloved
But I just kinda zoned out for a minute and was thinking, "that must be really cool. I can't even imagine what it would feel like to be called God's beloved child. I wish I could hear him say that he was well pleased with me."
So, being the sarcastic person I am, I thought, "Well, better get started on that."
Because, really, I know I can never be perfect. But, I can at least try. And maybe, then, God will say that he was well pleased pleased with me.
That would be SO AWESOME!!
So that's your goal, Quest: do you accept the challenge?
Keep it up! -Erin W.
Salt
I've been really busy, so I've had a couple things I've been wanting to talk about, so I'll probably make a couple posts.
First,I've been kinda discouraged lately, because I seem to have lost my passion for God. People talk about falling more in love with God each day, but no matter what, it seems like I'm not in love with him. I read my Bible, and I pray, and sometimes I feel him, but I would rather have just a small amount of love constantly than huge bursts sparatically. And my life is great right now; I should be praising him constantly AND I JUST KEEP FORGETTING!
So I was reading my Bible last night, and it was the parable about being the salt of the earth. Anyway, I was cross-referencing, and I read Luke 14:34-35. "Salt is good, but if salt itself loses its tase, with what can its flavor be restored? It is fit neither for the soil nor for the manure pile; it is thrown out." Now, this really scared me. Because, frankly, my salt had lost its flavor. Was I only fit to be thrown out?
Then God said, "Dude, I can split seas and make the lame walk. You think I can't restore the flavor of salt?" So there you go. Nothing on THIS world can restore salt's flavor, but GOD can do ANYTHING! He can restore your salt!
I was so encouraged by this, guys, and I hope that, if you're going through the same thing, you're encouraged, too.
I love all you guys! Keep trusting him!
-Erin W.
Extremely Exciting News
For those of you who still remember who I am from quest two summers ago I mentioned that one day I was going to be a counselor at Sky Ranch. At the time it seemed like it was just a crazy dream....
BUT GUESS WHAT!!!!?!???!??!
I am one now =)
God has done amazing things in my life ever since I came to college and He never ceases to amaze me!
That's all for now.
His truly,
-Ryan Folkes
--aka Folkesie
Sunday, October 31, 2010
lets be real for a sec
Friday, October 29, 2010
Listen in the Silence
So I'm involved in a weekly Bible study at my school on Monday mornings before class starts! And last monday we watched a video on youtube..that I can't seem to find right now... on hearing God's voice. If any of you all have heard of it, feel free to post the link on here. But this is basically what it is.
"The Lord said, "Go out and stand on the mountain in the presence of the Lord, for the Lord is about to pass by. Then a great and powerful wind tore the mountains apart and shattered the rocks before the Lord, but the Lord was not in the wind. After the wind there was an earthquake, but the Lord was not in the earthquake. After the earthquake came a fire, but the Lord was not in the fire. And after the fire came a gentle whisper."
Okay! So I want to point something out. Elijah stood on that mountain, waiting for the Lord to reveal himself to him. But the Lord was not in the earthquake, or in the fire or the wind. He was in the sheer silence. Sound familiar, guys?
It makes me think about how many 'earthquakes' and 'winds' we have in our life. I know being in highschool and college, we are all surrounded by noise.
When I came home from camp, I became almost immediately frustrated by my inability to hear God's voice in my life. Then school started, and I started getting re-involved in theatre and choir...And yet I still was sort of frustrated with God, because I felt like he wasn't 'speaking' to me. Here's the thing. We are SURROUNDED by noise in our life. How often do we drive in the car without turning on the radio? It's almost nearly impossible to get pure silence. But as we saw with Elijah...God doesn't always reveal himself through the big things in our life..It's all about that quiet time. Listen for that still, small voice. And don't be afraid of what he has to say, because like Haley said in her Trust post above, what he does is ALWAYS for the best:-)
Don't wait for God to reveal himself through the earthquakes and the winds.and the fires. Listen for his gentle whisper.
Love you all! Hope you're doing well
-Hannah B.
Thursday, October 28, 2010
TRUST
So many times I find myself worrying about the future. If I'm going through a hard time, I worry that the next day or even the next hour will only make my situation worse. Verses like Romans 8:28 help to wipe away my fear...in ALL things, God works for our good. So why should we be afraid of anything? God loves us so much. When it seems as if God is taking something away from you, you have to know that He's doing that for your good.
We are called to trust in God's plan for us. Even when it seems like things aren't working out for our good - they are. God works for the good of those who love Him.
I heard a great quote today that I think really goes with everything I'm talking about..."All pride, idolatry, and lust for control, stems from a lack of trust in the love of God." Quest, we only have a certain amount of control over our futures. The rest is up to God. So we have to trust in His plan for us and know that He loves us and only wants what's best for us. TRUST in Him.
-Haley
P.S. All these posts on here are so awesome to read! Keep it up! :)
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
Why do you sing?
Washing Feet
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
fancy title here to convince you to read this
i want to encourage you with this. this thing that we exprienced at camp this summer is not just a one time ordeal that gives us a little boost so we can coast. it is something that is worth following and fighting for everyday. you know that it is the only thing that satisfies.
its time for us to step up to the plate and be what we believe. we all talk about how we want to change but we have to put forth the effort. and know you are not alone!
love you and miss all of you like crazy
Intimately Acquainted With You!
Sunday, October 24, 2010
He's always there
See the cross? I saw this the other day, and I just had to take a picture! It was a great reminder of how God is always there, watching over us, even when we feel like He's not.
"Be strong and of good courage. Do not be afraid, nor be dismayed, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go." ~ Joshua 1:9
Friday, October 22, 2010
Plans
Sky High?
I noticed that after July, there seemed to be less and less posts per month. I just want to say that, if you read this, DON'T STOP POSTING!! I don't know about you guys, but I rely on this blog a lot for encouragement and help.
This is really the big test guys. Was it a sky high that you had at camp? Or was it serious faith? Because just because we're in the middle of the school year, and we're in the thick of things, trying to balance school, friends, rest, and God, doesn't mean that we should lower God into just another one of these things. I'd actually like to reword it so that it's balancing GOD...plus school, friends, and rest.
Keep on believing guys! Hold on to the feeling! :)
-Erin W.
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
well low and behold im sitting in my night class and the lord really put a fire under my butt to do back up my talk with my walk...catch my drift? i had been thinking about starting a bible study with my team but honestly i was too scared to bring it up, so i just ran away from the idea in hopes someone would come along and pick up my laziness. so i decided to text my girls and see if they would be interested in meeting tonight and there were only three or four who didnt respond or cant come beacause of school work.
the point to all of this is this: god flat out told me that my teammates need him now more than ever and i cant wait for someone else to pick up the slack...HELLO GREAT COMMISSION! so let me encourage you by saying do what youre called to do...be jesus to someone..now
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
Faith or Stupidity?
Money Box Gospel.
Sunday, October 17, 2010
What's New?
Living in the moment
Through losing this priest, I think God is trying to tell me something. Our lives are so incredibly short. We aren't promised the next day or even the next hour. All we have is this moment, right here, right now. So often we get caught up in our little trials each day, that we fail to live with this teaching in mind. We tend to focus only on the bad things that we are going through, that we forget to focus on the bigger picture. And the bigger picture is that we are put on this earth to futher God's kingdom, with joy and love.
So I guess what I'm trying to say is live in the moment and remember your purpose.
"...you have no idea what your life will be like tomorrow. You are a puff of smoke that appears briefly and then disappears. Instead you should say, 'If the Lord wills it, we shall live to do this or that.'" James 4:14-15
Please keep my school in your prayers.
Thank you :)
Haley
Thursday, October 14, 2010
Conviction
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
Service
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
Dating
This summer, we talked about how God gave us seasons of life and how we should rely on God before a bf/gf, so I decided I wasn't going to date in highschool. Then, my mom (who doesn't know about this) was talking about how she thought it was important to have experience with boys (in my case), and go through heartbreak and be able to interact with them, and that made sense, too. What is everyone's opinions on this? I mean, I'm not in that situation, but I just want to have my mind decided one way or another.
Thanks!
-Erin
Monday, October 11, 2010
A prayer for the Ephesians
PRAYER!!
Join in Prayer with me.
I have felt called to missions, and recently made the EXCITING decision to go on a mission trip with an organization called Global Expeditions, a part of Teen Mania Ministries. I have always had a burden in my heart to minister to girls that have been involved in sex trafficking. Global Expeditions is giving me that opportunity. LORD WILLING, I will be going to Nepal, South Asia!!!
In Nepal undernourished Dalit children who have no homes, wander in cities and villages. People chant and pray to a false wooden idol worshipping in vain. The Nepali are selling their girls into sex slavery. Seven out of ten of these girls will become HIV positive. These people need love, they need to know God is a healer, redeemer and closest friend. Their hearts are so open to the healing, rescuing and genuine love. I will be ministering (Lord willing) through performing an evangelistic drama for crowds of people and afterwards preaching the gospel, and praying for the sick. Following up in small groups I will be inviting people to put their trust in Christ as I share my testimony with them. I will even be able to visit Rehabilitation Centers for girls who have been rescued from Brothels (A brothel, also known as a whorehouse) and prostitution and encourage them in small Bible studies and friendship building group activities.
It will be a challenging, life changing experience not only for the Nepali people who get to experience The Lord's love for the first time, but me and I am so excited to see what the Lord has in store!
Although I cannot accomplish this task alone. So I am asking you to be part of this mission trip with me, and I'm asking Quest...you....to support me in prayer - just that the funds are reached and God provides in that, and that The Lord prepares my heart for this trip.
Your SUPPORT IN PRAYER plays a huge role in this journey
too big
in the midst of all of my searching i came to the simple conclusion that our god CANNOT be summed up in one verse! our god CANNOT be put into a sentence for us to comprehend. he is too big and praise god we serve a god who cannot be put condensed into some grammatical thing called a sentence!
i hope that youre searching for him and finding his mercy overwhelming like i have. keep running this race and dont you dare give up! you are not alone. i love you more than double stuffed golden oreos (and thats a lot)!
Friday, October 8, 2010
He makes ALL things work together for my good, and yours.
Monday, October 4, 2010
what to do?
i double dog dare you!
i guess my reasoning behind it is because i cherish the moments when i am encouraged. i know what it is like to be on the receiving end and sometimes all it takes is one person encouraging me and taking a moment out of their schedule to talk to me and just be there to change my perspective. think about it. youre having a crummy day and one of your friends comes by and either gives you a hug, sends you a text, or whatever it may be and its like BAM! your day is better. have you ever thought that we are called to be that to someone else?
as christians we are called to be different, even backwards. we are called to be like christ. we live in a world where its all about us and we have a mindset of self 24-7. we are told constantly that we are to do what makes us happy, what benefits us, what makes us look good....and sometimes i believe it and you believe it. we arent supposed to go out of our way to help others or build them up but according to 1 Thessalonians 5:11 we are to "encourage one another and build each other up."
even though it sounds simple, we tweak it so it will fit us the best way possible. something like encourage one another only when you have time or when youre having a good day. build each other up so people will give you a pat on the back and say how much of a "christian" you are. i have searched through many translations and i havent found one that says that at all. interesting eh?
so here is my challenge to you: even when you dont feel like it, even when you may not be in the mood to build someone up....do it. encourage one another...push each other on in a loving way that makes them want to be jesus to someone. its about choosing truth over comfort. choosing to believe that being obedient is far better than self desires.
find someone who needs encouragement and love them. love them well. be jesus to them and show them that this life that we choose to live is worth it. i double dog dare you!
Sunday, October 3, 2010
MAJOR news!!!!!
So most of you guys know about my friend that I have been trying to share the gospel with, Kirby. Well the past couple weeks I have been seein gher less and less, and I have been getting really discouraged. Like we have drifted a lot. Well it turns out she has been thrown into the middle of a ton of typical high school drama, and is having a REALLY hard time. She's been hurting so bad, but she really like won't tell me about what is going on. Well today I get a Yahoo message from her, and it said, "Guess what? Christian (our theatre friend from a summer show that goes to college in oklahoma) knows what is going on, and he sent a prayer chain out to the WHOLE SCHOOL." I'm so excited! SO I Sent her a message back saying, "Kirby, I know this is hard, but God answers prayers! I have been praying for you, and I'll continue to!" SO at least now she knows, and hopefully will see the power of prayer! Quest, I need your advice on some stuff! So now that she knows that so many pe ople are prayhing for her, how can I like slowly show her the gospel and open her up to the idea of us just sitting down and talking about Christ? And you guys, it's so awesome! Usually religion is something she REFUSES to talk about, and IKNOW the lord is working on her heart, because she would have NEVER come out to say this! You guys, please please keep her in your prayers!
Love youall!
PS!
I lost my phone, and I can't find it anywhere! So if you wanna get ahold of me message me on facebook.
Saturday, October 2, 2010
honoring thy father and mother.
Evangalization
Lately I have been thinking about, well, evangalization! I've keep praying, "God, you have done so many great things to me, and I really want to serve you and tell others about you! Please, God, give me an opportunity to tell other people about you." I prayed this every day for...a month? Not quite sure.
Anyway, I kept praying, but after a while I realized that God HAD been giving me chances to talk about God! I noticed two when I looked back on just that day! But I chose to give a 'safe' answer, instead. My mind had even struggled for a second before I said it, but I didn't (I know this sounds weird, but work with me) realize it. I didn't know that this was what I'd been praying for, even though, subconciously, I did.
So I changed my prayer to, "God, I now realize almost ALL the time is a chance to talk about you! Please, God, give me the strength and wisdom to recognize and act on a good chance, and let the words that come out of my mouth be from you!"
Well, I don't know about the 'words from my mouth' part, but it actually worked! I was able to slip in God twice in one day, which was pretty big for me. I decided to start small, and I just said it to my Christian friends, but it was still something, and I know if I keep going it's just going to get easier.
Keep praying and telling people about God, Quest! I love you guys!