A daily journey through the infallible Word of God and a chance for the COR Leadership Track of Sky Ranch to have a little community.
Thursday, September 30, 2010
Prayer: the best sign of love
We all have those people in our lives that hurt us, for whatever reason. I've realized that the best thing you can do is to pray for these people. Praying for someone is the greatest act of love. So here's my challenge to you, Quest! When people hurt you, pray for them. Pray for your enemies. Pray for the people you find it hard to love, and, eventually, it will become easier to love them.
"Have no anxiety at all, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, make your requests known to God. Then the peace of God that surpasses all understanding will guard your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus." ~ Philippians 4:6-7
Thanks for reading!
-Haley
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Good devotional!
On the next page it says to:
"* Make a list of three people in your life you consider "unlovable" and look for ways to serve them this week."
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Hope you enjoyed it!
Shane
fancy title here
so anytime youre feeling sorry for yourself, just remember that the lord has blessed you with some incredible people but most importantly he will NEVER leave you or forsake you. trust in that and hold on to it like youre holding on the torpedo!
BOO YA!
If you have a minute... could you give me some feedback?
On a totally separate note... I'm working on putting together a little Bible study for Sky Ranch campers in the future. If you have a minute, could you check this out and give me some feedback. Too long/short? Too deep of a passage? Not enough material? Confusing? Not interesting? Etc...
Romans
Dig It
Paul wrote this letter to the Roman church before he ever went to go see them. All of his other letters he was writing to follow up with the believers, so when Paul writes Romans he is really thorough in explaining the gospel. Romans is SO good and has lots of theology that is thick, but for sure one of my favorite books.
Zoom in
Read Chapter 8:1-17
We are digging in to one of the more encouraging passages in the New Testament today. Paul has just finished explaining how we are all sinners and no matter what we do, all of us have fallen short of God’s glory. He begins with a huge statement in chapter 8 and goes on to contrast the life lead by the flesh and the life led by the spirit. God also goes on to call those who are led by the spirit the “sons” and daughters of God. Not only are we God’s children, he says we are his heirs with Christ, he passes along his glorious inheritance to US?! Crazy!
Live it
What does “no condemnation for those in Christ Jesus” mean?
What are examples in your life of living by the flesh?
What are examples in your life of living by the spirit?
Do you walk like a Son/Daughter of God who is a fellow heir with Christ?
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
One Day
Okay guys, sorry I havent posted in a while, this has literally been the longest, hardest week in terms of school! I just wanted to take some time to share what i've been up to. I really want to focus on the whole concept of "one day at a time" it is nothing new or profound, maybe a little cliche, but very effective. So like many of us my biggest struggle with sin is in the form of gossip. James 3:6- "Your tongue is also a fire, a world of evil to all the parts of the body. It corrupts the whole person and sets the course of his life on fire and it to is set on fire by hell." I have always believed that the simple "little" sins are the hardest to fight because they are the most common and the hardest to avoid. What would my life look like with out gossip? I have spent a lot of time trying to figure out what exactly qualifies as gossip and that i am still not sure... but i have come to the conclusion that if it isnt something i would say in front of the person then it is not something i should be saying. I have always been intrigued by human interaction and the things that friendships really come down to. I think about the conversations that i have with my friends and I realize that the topic of conversation is always people. This ranges from us talking about ourselves, one another, the people on TV or our peers and classmates and even people we have never met but know so well thanks to their most recent uploads. Thinking about this made me uneasy. Obviously, not all of these things are under the category of gossip but it leaves me with an uneasy feeling. If the main source of our conversations are removed then what else will there be to talk about? If we no longer have anything to talk about then will i still be friends with them? I dont know the answers to these questions and im not sure if i will for a while, but i think its worth finding out.
The thought of eliminating gossip from my life is quite a daunting one, this isnt a simple task. I have obviously tried to work on this aspect of my life but I have not really seen many results. How can i eliminate gossip from my whole life from now till forever? This seems nearly impossible, and it probably is with this mentality. God doesn't call us to be perfect he knows that we fall short and do things that we know he shouldn't. Because of this he calls us to rely on him and ask him for strength. For me it is much easier to wake up in the morning and say- today you arent going to gossip or speak about other people in a negative way, today you are going to live into the kingdom of God and seek to glorify him. Taking things one day at a time makes these impossible tasks seem much more obtainable. If you mess up then it's okay, there is always tomorrow. I have seen much better results this way, take something that you are struggling with and dedicate your day to overcoming it, make it an absolute point not to fall into your same old routine, even if it is just for one day. Chances are that after your first day of success you will realize that it isnt really as hard as you thought it would be. Continue living the life that God calls you to lead and eventually it will become habit. Take everything in small bites, one day at a time; from this you will start to see a difference. God here for us, he wants us to succeed. If it is His will we will be able to overcome anything as long as we are able to rely and trust in him.
Wisdom
Keep on posting! :)
-Haley
Sunday, September 26, 2010
Saturday, September 25, 2010
NO ONE is more Forgiving
So i had this spontaneous idea after my last post titled, "NOTHING is more valueble." Notice how NOTHING is in all caps and is the first word in the posts title. I decided to start a series, showing and explaining how NOTHING or NO ONE is more ___ (u fill in the blank) than God. now that i've explained this, time to start the message.
We're watching this film in Religion class called "Five people you meet in Heaven" and it's about this guy who dies and is now in heaven and five people he encounters each have a message to tell him involving a significant event in his life, and one of them has a message of Forgivness. But, as a matter of fact, this is a timely message to me because something happened recently where i was hurt by one of my friends. and that something is:
I wanted to ask this girl to homecoming. Now i went to homecoming with her last year, but that was when i hadn't decided my feelings for her. so we go to homecoming and have an awesome time. the year goes by and we still talked and hung out occasionally. This year, i'm trying to decide who i want to ask, and my friend also asks me who i'm asking and i say "either a girl from Sky Ranch (yes ladies, i mean one of you , HAHA) or the girl i went with last year." Throughout all of last year, i was in an awkward period of my life, and I dont know why i did this, but i was praying for a girlfriend. But now i relize what i was praying for was something to put my IDENTITY in (thank u for teaching me this message guys).
After all of this, I start praying this:
"Hey God, who do i like?"
Just last night around 7:30, something hit me. i realize that i was asking a question God couldn't answer. I kept asking this over and over again but i now know that I was the only one who HAD the answer, or COULD answer that question.
So i pray:
"God, i now understand I ALONE hold the answer."
and the answer is YES
i decide i'm going to ask her to HC the next time i SEE her (pay attention to the SEE) . After this i'm playing xbox with my friends (around 9:oo) and one of them drops a side comment "Hey i asked the girl Dj went with last year" (btw, the girl i asked last year knows all my friends so she's friends with them too)
I GET FURIOUS. really it was just a misunderstanding between my friend and I, but i was still mad. He didn't know i decided to asked her to HC, and they're going just as friends. And then i told him this: (note: the 'fill in the blank' parts are words i would rather not say)
"Listen for a _____ minute! I was going to ask her to HC the next time i SEE, rather than ___ call her and ask. I was going to ask her so that when we were at HC, i was gonna try to ASK HER OUT!!!
My friend understood that i was angry and said he was sorry, but i didn't care. i didn't want to play anymore after and just decided to go to bed. i open sit on my bed just wondering:
There's got to be something God is telling me." And there was!
Trying to forget what happened, i think about my day. i think about religion and the video we were watching, about the part where its about FORGIVNESS. I remember one qoute from that part:
"Hate is only formed inside of us from what we dont choose to say ourselves. Forgiveness is freedom from hate, freedom from anxieties. When you forgive, you are set free."
I'm just gonna say that when i remembered this, it hit harder than a wrecking ball. I have forgiven my friend, and i'm gonna tell him this the next time i c him. Here's one of my favorite videos one Forgiveness: Part 1-http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BT8U8Us3Qts&feature=related Part 2-http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m6LRrq8A12A&feature=related (PLEASE WATCH BOTH)
I'm gonna leave u guys today with two pieces of advice: 1. Look back at my story, how the timeliness of this message shows how God's says everything He wants us to know at EXACTLY the right time
2: I urge you guys from now on, to Forgive and Forget and Be Free.
-DJ
Thursday, September 23, 2010
Playing catch-up
Turning from your sin and turning to God
Hannah’s post below really stirred in me and got me thinking…
Sin really can cause oppression in our lives cant it? But, Hannah is right, God has conquered sin and the control it has in our lives. I LOVED that she said, “We have that promise, since we are not under law but under grace, that sin will never again rule.”
In Galatians 5:1 it states, “For freedom Christ has set us free, stand firm therefore, and do not submit again to a yoke of slavery.” Sin can cause us to be driven into slavery, can't it? We are found to be in bondage to that sin and so unsure of how to get out. But as you said, Christ sets us FREE! It is his blood that covers us and we are a new creation. We are no longer identified by our old bodies, but by a new one. “Though your sins are like scarlet they shall be made white as snow; though they are red like crimson, they shall become like wool.” (Isaiah 1:16)
Also, the awesome thing about grace is that it is not just extended once. We receive grace all the time. I think sometimes we believe once we become believers and accept Christ as our savior, we have to be perfect, and if we make one mistake… we lose salvation. But it is SO the opposite! Once we accept salvation the Lord uses our suffering and iniquities to bring him glory and to turn us to rely on him. Gosh, how often do we turn from God when we sin? But God wants us, so badly, to turn to HIM! He was to make our bodies new over and over again.
Finally... READ THIS!
“Therefore, since we have been justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ. Through him we have also obtained access by faith into this grace in which we stand, and we rejoice in hope of the glory of God. More than that, we rejoice in our sufferings, knowing that suffering produces endurance, and endurance produces character, and character produces hope, and hope does not put us to shame, because God’s love has been poured into our hearts through the Holy Spirit who has been given to us.
For while we were still weak, at the right time Christ died for the ungodly. For one will scarcely die for a righteous person—though perhaps for a good person one would dare even to die— but God shows his love for us in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us. Since, therefore, we have now been justified by his blood, much more shall we be saved by him from the wrath of God. For if while we were enemies we were reconciled to God by the death of his Son, much more, now that we are reconciled, shall we be saved by his life. More than that, we also rejoice in God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have now received reconciliation.” (Romans 5:1-11)
Guys, turn to God in all your filthiness and let him make you clean and new. When you are afraid of his judgement or of disappointing him... still turn. Turn to him in faith. He is your father and he loves you SO much. He wants you so badly and he alone is sufficient to nourish you. Turn from your sin and turn to God.
I love you guys... SO MUCH!
Always,
Lindsey
Wednesday, September 22, 2010
new post soon
God answers prayer
ok so i wanted to blog about this a few days ago but i havn't had time! But a few days ago i posted about not knowing how to give a certain sin to God and how to be free of it.
But God answered my question that day in Romans 6! It talkes about how yeah, we as Christians will still sin, but God has conquered sin once and for all and defeated the tyrrany of sin in our lives. We have that promise, since we are not under law but under grace, that sin will never again rule.
Theres more to Romans 6, but i think ill let you read the rest!
Love,
Hannah
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
LIVING His Word
I feel like when I'm around other Christians it's so much easier for me to try to keep Christ in mind 100% of the time. But when I'm around people who are lukewarm Christians or who aren't believers at all, it's like I forget to make sure each of my actions is pleasing to Christ. Even in uncomfortable situtations, God calls us to remain focused on and joyful in Him.
I want to learn how to be Christ's light for people every day of my life, not just on certain days or just in certain situations. It's so easy to pick and choose when and where we want to be Christ-like. But we need to realize that discipleship is a 24/7 commitment, a commitment that involves living for God to the best of our ability all of the time.
Also, I've noticed that the days I sit down and read my Bible are the days I find it easier to actually live out my faith. When I forget to read my Bible or don't pray as much, it's definitely harder!
If you have any advice or verses on how I can better act out my faith and actually LIVE His word, let me know. Especially if you find a verse about remembering God in all situations or something like that.
Thanks!
Keeping my word part II
Keeping my word
Sunday, September 19, 2010
Giving it to God
This is hannah from session 5. It's been a while since i've written, I've been super busy! But I love reading your posts.
A few days ago, a guy at my youth group did a sermon about giving your whole self to God. He talked about how alot of times we give God control of most of our life, but we keep one part to ourselves because we arn't willing to give it to him.
I have something in my life that is kind of like that, so I prayed and told God that I wanted to give him full control of my life.
But heres the thing: I have heard this sermon many times, and I have prayed that prayer many times, but that thing in my life still has a hold on me.
When I prayed, I really sincerely meant that I want God to have full control. And i still do. But how do I really give it to God? What does it look like to do that? Everyone always says to give God control, but no one ever says how.
i just really want God to take control and am frustrated with my attempts to give him that control.
Please comment, I am really confused!
Thanks quest,
Hannah
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
Find a Reset Button
Keeping on posting, everyone! :)
-Haley
Sharing the Gospel
What Faith Can Do (followup to comment on DJ's post)
(click on the title, and PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE listen to the words)
NOTHING is more valuable
It's been a while since I posted, and some of you may remember that post. this post is a follow up to that post.
So I was reading yalls comments, and in a way, I felt like I was being reprimanded, or being given a lecture by you guys. I go tdone reading the comments and thought to myself, "I got MORE important things than this," and shut down the computer.
That night I was going to go see some of my friends. I was walking down the street to my friends house with my iPod in my ears listening to music. Then a thought came to my head, "I wonder what would play if i put on shuffle." I never put my ipod on shuffle cuz i always have a playlist i like. at the same time, I was thinking about the comments you guys posted and i started praying, "GOD, WHERE ARE YOU?" i put it on shuffle and the VERY FIRST SONG that started playing was "By Your Side" by Tenth Avenue North.
"Cuz I'll be BY YOUR SIDE, whenever you fall
in the dead of night, whenever you call
and please dont fight these hands that are holding you."
At that point, I stopped dead in my tracks. I could feel Christ calling out to me, telling me that He would always be there, even in the hardest of times, He would be there.
I feel now i have to apologize to you guys because I did not take your advice as a valuable lesson, and for that, I'm sorry. God has blessed you guys with the knowledge of His love for us. NOTHING is more valuable...
Sunday, September 12, 2010
EVERYONE!
Water Skiing, Jesus, and disappointment
Alright, so my family bought a boat at the start of summer. So today we decided to go out on the lake! We were with a couple of our family friends, and we decided to start water skiing. So I went first (and I ACTUALLY got up, thank you very much! :) ) and then our friend's daugher Jenny (who is like 21) decided to try to ski for the first time. So before she gets in the water, I he ar my dad say,"Water Skiing can be pretty hard at first, but you just have to remember one thing. The boat is going to pull you up. Your instinct is going to be to pull back, and pull yourself up. But if you try to get yourself up on your own, you'll end up falling." Now, transfer this over to our life in Christ? See the connection?
"Do not fear, for I am with you; do not look anxiously about you, for I am your God. I will strengthen you, surely I will help you, surely I will uphold you with my righteous right hand." ~Isaiah 41:10
So many times in life, we try and 'get up' on our own. We try and do things by ourself, thinking "I got this" or, "It's okay, I really don't need to pray for this. It's no big deal" And then what happens? We fall on our faces! Wee have to understand that the LORD is in control, and without him, we will be lost, and we will 'never stand up on our skiis' this can be applied whether we are nervous about something, or maybe feeling over confident! Just like the verse says, If your feeling anxious, GO TO GOD!! Know that no matter how big or small your problem is, he can deal with it! But at the same time, if you're feeling confident about something, or maybe you let pride get in the way of a struggle you're going through (ex: "I can't go to God for this. He would never forgive me) GO TO GOD ANYWAY!!!!! He will always forgiveyou, and he WANTS and LONGS for you to come to him, because he knows that we are broken without him, and we will fall without him! And I know personally I struggle with giving him control. But it's for the best:)
One other thing I thought I should share! It kind of points back to what I was talking about.
You know my friend? The Unitarian Univ? I invited her today to go to a student led Bible Study at my school tomorrow morning, and, unfortunately she declined. She told me she didn't think that her mother would allow her to go..that's so sad to me! I don't kno wif that is true or not, maybe she just didn't wanna go. But anyway, please keep her in your prayers, and pray for the Holy Spirit to work in her heart! I love her dearly!!
Love you all:)
Hannah
Saturday, September 11, 2010
Forgiveness and Stephen
I'm reading Acts right now, and I just had an amazing experience with this story, so I thought I'd share.
I don't know if you know the story of Stephen, the first martyr, but it's in Acts 6, if you want to read the whole thing. Basically, Stephen was preaching to the Jews, and they got mad and sent him to court. Then, in 6:13, "They presented false witnesses who testified, 'This man never stops saying things against this holy place and the law."
They PERJURED against him! And he DIED because of it! I don't know about you guys, but I was so angry at those false witnesses right then, I could barely control my rage. How DARE they! I was so shocked at them and just total, utter rage filled my whole body and soul.
And then I started thinking, 'You know, I wasn't even THERE. I wasn't friends with Stephen. I wasn't sitting in that court. I didn't watch him get stoned. I didn't know him. And I'm THIS ANGRY!!!" So can you imagine how the people who were his friends felt when they sat there and WATCHED this unfold? How could they not just jump out of their seats and strangle these people? And what about Stephen, knowing these people perjured against him and were now going to kill him?
But you know what Stephen said? He said, "Lord, do not hold this sin against him." He forgave them, after all that. He was not angry. I was angry, and I wasn't even there! I think that this is just an amazing example of how God wants us to forgive. If they could forgive that, then we should be able to forgive anything.
Hopefully, that had as much meaning to you as it did to me. Keep trying to learn to love as the Lord did, because I know I'm going to now.
-Erin
Why The Bible is True
Last year (when I was in Morph still), we had a Bible X day where we talked about how we knew that the Bible was true. Our counselors gave us a list, and I LOVE having it on me, and I thought you guys would, too. I have it written on the inside of my Bible, because I figure if I need the list, I probably need the Bible!
Here goes:
Unity: It's consistent! (You'll notice when you're cross-referencing that there's a lot of 'repeated' verses...that's good because it shows that we have a certain message that we're teaching...if that makes sense.)
Prophecy Fulfilled: He built in proof! (Did you know 29 prophecies from the Old Testament were fulfilled on Jesus' birthday, and over 300 during the rest of his life? Pretty cool, huh? That's my fav reason)
Intellectually Honest: Archaelogically and Historically correct (Even atheists can't deny it when they find evidence of the battles fought, the kings, the countries, even the walls of Jericho falling outward! The fact that it is historically correct just proves that it's true! All that stuff happened!)
You Can't Destroy It: (People have tried to wipe out the faith a bunch of times, and you can't! You can't get rid of the Bible!)
People Died for It: (Would all those people have died for something that wasn't true? And it's not even just a couple, it was, like, thousands or something!)
People You Trust Believe It: (I mean, you're bound to know at least one smart, logical, trustworthy person who's a Christian, and if they are willing to believe it, you know it's at least worth some thought...I'm not sure how to word that, but you can figure it out.)
Also, here's a list on How we know God exists:
Testimony of Believers: (It's unlikely that so many people could be led off-track...noone can deny that.)
Design: (There are way to many "coincidences," big and small, for them to all be coincidences. God's proof is also everywhere in creation.)
O.M.V: Objective Moral Value (There are many things that everyone knows are evil, like murder and rape, so...if there is definitley total evil, there must be total good and love! Hence, GOD!)
Anyway, I hope that helps, I have used that a lot when I have doubts. Hopefully it's useful! Keep on searching for him!
-Erin
Friday, September 10, 2010
Circular Reasoning
Oh, how I love Acts!
i dont want them to think im trying to shove it in their face because thats what they get every week and they are sick and tired of that and are closed off to the idea. so if anyone has any ideas i would LOVE LOVE LOVE it!
Thursday, September 9, 2010
Struggling...
People of other religions...
-Haley
How can I improve!
Okay, so a lot of you know about me trying to witness to a friend of mine, who is Unitarian Universalist (means she believes that any religion can get people to Heaven) But she has no particular religion at the time...I keep on hearing people tell me to be a light, and to pray for oppurtunities to be a light to her and to everyone around me! But it seems like no matter how hard I try, I just don't seem any different, and like nobody really notices it. I have tried REALLY hard to stop gossipping, and just negative talk in general. That in itself has improved. But I don't know exactly what to say when my friends are saying things that aren't pleasing to the Lord. I pray every day for wisdom in situations like this, but I just don't seem to have any words when my friends say things. I don't know if I should be like.."Stop gossiping, because it's wrong" or if I should say something good about that person in return to the negative things they are saying. But I don't know what I need to say....so if you guys have any advice, that'd be great! Also, I completely and TOTALLY understand that God is NOT a feeling, but lately I just have not felt his presence. That's really frustrating as well!
IF you guys have any advice, PLEASE help!! And please pray !
Cookies and Jesus
The Sower
The story is about a Sower (farmer) who spreads his seeds on a paved path, in the rocks, in the thorns, and in good soil.
**Thats the super condensed form of the story
So lets take a look at a few key symbols including the Sower, the seeds, and the different types of ground.
1.) Sower- Tonight we determined the Sower to represent Jesus but we also concluded that the
Sower could be anyone who has accepted and understands Jesus Christ.
2.) Seeds-The seeds in this story represent God's word
3.) Ground- The ground represents the hearts of the people.. all people.
So here we've got Jesus who spreads God's word to the hearts of all the people. Notice that Jesus does not limit God's word to just the good soil but also spreads the word to the non ideal surfaces as well. Why? Because God loves EVERYBODY!!!!
So what happens on the different surfaces.
Paved road- the seeds sit and are eaten by the birds (oh no)
Rock- The seeds attempt to grow but are not rooted down (no foundation)
Thorns-The seeds grow and are rooted but are suffocated by the thorns (failure to commit)
Soil- The seeds grow to be full pieces of fruit and as a result drop more seeds (Yay!)
How do we know if we are the soil?
Its quite simple really. You can either a) have a friend or outside party to watch your progress or b) realize yourself if you are spreading God's word. If you are doing this you are the fruit.
You can find the parable of the sower in Matthew 13:1-23
Please comment if you have anything to add. This story is so deep that I have no doubt that I missed something. Also if you interpreted it differently let me know that too. Thanks!
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
applying for day camp?
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Living in the light and sharing my struggles with my brothers and sisters in Christ is one of the greatest things that I do. It is never fun to talk about how much I suck but the result of healing and having nothing to hide is so wonderful. We were meant to live in community and praise the Lord we have people around us that God redeemed just like me and you!
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
Worry
Sam
The Reasonable Faith
Now I'm no scholar but I have taken a handful of non-Christian religion classes, philosophy classes, and psychology classes. I found that Christianity is leaps and bounds more believable and factual compared to ANYTHING else.
We are called to have faith like a child and blind faith sometimes, but it is reassuring to know that it also is a reasonable faith.
Peace Homies, Patrick you da' man.
Monday, September 6, 2010
How do i know whats right?
Thanks guys!
Patrick Doran
Sunday, September 5, 2010
Music Station
I was just thinking about how much music influences us, and I was thinking we should have someplace where we can go and find some great music when we're feeling down...
SO...I made this post! Anyone can post any groups, albums, songs, whatever, that they felt really touched them and they think we should hear about.
I'll start...my favorite groups are Third Day, Steve Curtis Chapman, and Matthew West (Matthew West's songs are especially inspiring...most of the ones I know are about forgiveness, and I LOVE THEM!)
Also, 94.9 FM is contemporary Christian, and I like listening to that if you want...
So go on! Post away! Hopefully this will be useful...
Thursday, September 2, 2010
Anxiety sucks
A couple of days ago, i was feeling happy and social and just any positive feeling you could think of. But, i don't know what happened, but lately i have been feeling anxious and pressured by everything. Friends, girls, school, anything that could disscourage a sixteen year old. But that is just part of it...
I don't know where God has been for me during the past few days. I've been feeling that He's distant and ignoring what I've been asking:
"God, please relieve me of this pointless anxiety I have felt for a while now. I feel that you have been away and ignoring what i feel like i need. I have felt like your not there and that your never going to pull through again. And God, this is tearing me apart from the inside because I KNOW I'M WRONG and I just can't function without your power and love in my life. I know you're an all-loving, omnipotent God but lately I CAN'T FEEL THAT. Please put me on a path back to you and may it lead to my faith and relationship with you be stronger afterward."
It's been a week and a half since I prayed this to God and I have not felt an ounce of His presence return to my life.
Philipians 4: 6-7 says, "Have no anxiety at all, but in everything, by prayer and petition, make your requests known to God. Then the peace of God that surpasses all understanding will guard your hearts and minds in Jesus Christ."
I DON'T KNOW HOW to turn my anxiety over to Christ or to make my request known to Him. I feel like I can't put my heart, like actually put everything that's on my heart into a simple prayer anymore. I can't pray Passionantly to Christ because I dont FEEL Passionate about Him anymore. I truly hate what has happened to my reletionship with Christ and I only have myself to blame for it.
I need your guys' guidance, advice, wisdom because i feel so LOST without Christ in my life.
READ THIS!
TODAY, GOD ANSWERED MY PRAYERS! I'm still waiting to see what's going to happen with my brother, but today I learned something amazing about my sister. A few days ago, my mom told me that Rachel (my sister) is having a lot of friendship issues at school. Her roomate, who she's been best friends with since middle school, is being really rude to her for no reason. So my mom and I have been giving Rachel advice and helping her out a lot these past couple of days. My mom is a Christian, and she's been praying for my sister too. And she was telling me how she thinks Rachel is going to find God somehow through this situation...because when we're broken and alone, we realize we need Christ. And lately, Rachel has been extremely alone because her own roomate and former best friend won't even be nice to her. Her roomate is basically turning all her other friends against her too, so Rachel has pretty much no one to talk to her but her family. Today my mom told me that she told Rachel to try turning to God and try praying to Him for comfort and guidance. She said Rachel had actually tried praying before. At this point I was like, "WHAT?! She's atheist, how has she tried praying to something she doesn't believe in??" And my mom said that Rachel recently told my mom that she is AGNOSTIC! And trust me, that is a major difference from atheism. My mom said that she is actually open to God now!
So I was completely freaking out, and I immediately called my sister. We talked about random stuff for a little while, then I found a way to bring up religion. And she said she believes that there is a higher power, but she doesn't see the point of learning more about him or studying him or doing anything about it. I guess you could call her a "lukewarm" Christian. Well I've never been so happy to be able to call someone a lukewarm Christian! Usually we think of that as a bad thing because being a lukewarm Christian means you don't care about having a relationship with God. But I am SOOO happy that she is even that much! God totally answered my prayers! I mean, now that she's actually open to God, that provides so many opportunities for her to grow closer to him...I am so insanely excited to see what greater things God has in store for my sister!
So then I said something like this to my sister after she told me that's she agnostic..."Rachel you have no idea how happy I am to hear that you are open to God now! I know you say you don't feel the need to learn more about God or anything, but if you ever have ANY questions about anything just let me know...not to say that I'm wise and know everything about God, but I'm always here for you if you ever need anything." And she seemed really grateful after I said that! QUEST, THIS IS INSANE! This isn't the sister I've known all my life...the sister I'm used to is one that doesn't want to hear anything about my faith. Whenever I used to talk about my faith to her, she would say, "Haley, I don't want to talk about it." And I would always feel like I was forcing my beliefs on her, so I just wouldn't say much.
She also just told me that she had started believing in a higher power a few years ago...but this is the first time she's actually admitted that to me! All along I thought she was a hardcore atheist like my dad! And because she now admits that she believes means that she secretly wants to know more about God. Before, she believed in Him but completely blamed Him for everything that went wrong in her life, which is why she never wanted to talk about Him with me. Now things are different, and she is finding Him and learning more about Him and ADMITTING that she believes in Him when she is broken and alone.
Sorry this is extremely long, but this is probably the most important thing I've ever posted on here...what I learned today is that GOD ANSWERS PRAYERS. Never ever doubt that God can deliver. But when you pray (like it says in James), pray knowing that He WILL deliver. That's probably the main difference in the way I pray now...this summer, after camp, I started truly believing that God was going to answer my prayers. And he totally did with my sister! SHE IS SAVED!
If you have an advice on how I can minister to my sister now that she's admitted to being a lukewarm Christian, let me know! Or if you have any comments about this I'd love to hear!
Thanks for reading!
-Haley
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
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-Haley