Tuesday, November 9, 2010

wondering where his wonderful plan is

Today is the day that I find out if I will be doing Teach For America, a program that takes college graduates and gets them emergency certified to teach in the worse school districts in America. I preferenced Wasington DC, Chicago, and San Francisco.

I have been battling anxiety for the past couple of weeks since my last interview. It is one of those feelings inside the bottom of your throat that just kind of stays there and feels heavy. I know that the Lord has a perfect plan for me but I often slide into thoughts of why I am qualified for a position or why I am deserving of something.

However, the Lord reminded me this morning of his sovereignty and truth. I have always said that I will leave College and go work at wherever the Lord pleases because I have seen how wonderfully he has provided so far in life, and he promises that he will keep on prospering my ways. "Prospering" meaning the Lord's will, how rich or poor, easy or hard it is, will bring me the most joy in life because it is his will.

Therefore this evening is just a chance for the Lord to detirmine his will for my life. Is it teaching in the U.S.? I don't know, but I guess I will find out tonight. He has a wonderful plan, and I trust it.

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